Didn't went running today.
Siannnn.

Cried veh badly yesterday night.
Many things ran through my mind.
I really doesn't know who t find.

My closed ones have their own problems alr.
I don't wna add on.

Called Shuling. But was crying so hard that i couldn't even speak properly.
Thn texted her and Preciousdarling.

I told them that idk wht t do.
Shuling asked me not t do silly stuffs like last time.
Preciousdarling wanted t bring me t Peggy's birthday t enjoy.
But my eyes veh painn, cnt go out ):


I promised A.Preciousdarling that yesterday would be th last time i cried.
I promised QZ.Darling that i wouldn't hurt myself.
I promised SL.Bestie that i'll not run away from my mistake.

Stress stress stress )':