I was inside~ LOL.

Sharyzan, please go and train your photography skill :/


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Starting t hate school more and more.
Realised i could only be hyper after school.
Like what they said. LOL.
But i dont think i'm emotional in class. :)

Waiting for results!
Had been trying t focus on studies,
even though there's things bothering me.
This common test meant a lot t me, and i cant afford t get th last position again! O;
Dad, you wait. I shall prove t you that th current me is different from last year that one :)


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Wow, an incident can let me think so much.
LOL.
I think conflicts are normal t happen?
But what's th point when people dont trust one another?
Of what they are in our heart?
Trying t become a different/ better person since th last hols.
But seems like i failed again.
And i failed everything by now.
People says i dont cherish till things are gonee.
Now i think back, indeed true.
I dont cherish my love, and regret when he's gone.
Then keep on thinking about th past when its over.
I dont cherish th family love/care that they gave me.
And did stupid stuff that causes things/relationship w/ dad t changed.
Friendship? Lol, idk.
I think someone should let me know what i didnt cherish in friendship.
I cant even figure out why am i such an failure. Lol.
Things used t be alright last year.
And i eventually hope that this year would be better.
However, it turns out like this.


Sists are all in separate ways now.
And i want us t be how we used t be last year.
I dont like conflicts/quarrels either.



Can we be back like th past?
Provided no attitudes/backstabbing.
Is that even possible?

Sists, do you all remember th times when we were crazy tgt?
Yeah. We do quarrelled.
But we shared things together, we laughed together, we cry together & etc.
You all were th ones who stand by me when i'm feeling down cus of love/family.
You all were th ones who made me hyper.
Now, everything changed.

Yeah, me and dad's getting better.
But i still feels sad about him.
I need you all so much ):
And i meant it.
Two sists alr totally drifted from us.
Cus of what, you all knows too.
Now? Are you gonna leave us too?
It's all up t you. You like your other friends, go ahead.
You dont like our attitudes or other thing, nevermind.
I respect your decision. I believe others too.

Are we still important t each other?
Sists, tell meeeeeeeeee! ):







COUNTING DOWN T GILLIAN'S BIRTHDAY!
GONNA HAVE FUNNNNNN!