I did a lot of thinking today, and th past few days.
Felt that my past life are so emotional, childish, boring and a lot more.
Alright, i'm not gonna return t th past anymore.
I remember someone once said before.
Dont go back t th past, just start a new one.
That was used for love at that time. But now, i'm gonna use it for everything.
Thought this year would be better.
Yet so many unhappy things happened.
And i don't want my life t be th same anymore.
Seriously.
I dont like people saying me emotional all day long.
I dont like t cry.
I dont like t have conflicts w others.
And im gonna try t put this t an end.
Sometimes i thought t myself, how great would it be if im able t travel t somewhere,
which is totally new t me,
and start a new life there.
But it's impossible.
I need t think in a more mature ways sometimes.
Many experience taught me many different things.
& Everyday is a lesson. Isn't?
It might be a more useful lesson for th past same lesson.
Or a different lesson which is much much more useful.
Alright, i thinks no one understand this part lol.
Ling said that im sensitive.
Perhaps true. And i also dont know why.
But i will change ok ^^
I remember jeanette once wrote me a long letter which includes my attitude too.
Ok some may think that my attitude becomes better than last year.
Some may think that my attitude last year is better.
And some may think that my attitude had never improve before.
Alright, i think no one really understands me lol.
Okay except for some ^^
Well, people say conflicts bring th relationship closer.
And i totally disagree. My own opinion luh.
Some conflicts may add up t th hatred O:
But cant be controlled too ~
Alright i just wanna say that i'm gonna change! <: Of course its hard for me t be super hardworking in studies. But i will change my attitude for th sake of myself, family and sists! They are what i'd left ♥
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Met darling and felin for a small chat just now <: Going town this sat after cca. Maybe . And four persons birthday is coming up. LOL.
Felt that my past life are so emotional, childish, boring and a lot more.
Alright, i'm not gonna return t th past anymore.
I remember someone once said before.
Dont go back t th past, just start a new one.
That was used for love at that time. But now, i'm gonna use it for everything.
Thought this year would be better.
Yet so many unhappy things happened.
And i don't want my life t be th same anymore.
Seriously.
I dont like people saying me emotional all day long.
I dont like t cry.
I dont like t have conflicts w others.
And im gonna try t put this t an end.
Sometimes i thought t myself, how great would it be if im able t travel t somewhere,
which is totally new t me,
and start a new life there.
But it's impossible.
I need t think in a more mature ways sometimes.
Many experience taught me many different things.
& Everyday is a lesson. Isn't?
It might be a more useful lesson for th past same lesson.
Or a different lesson which is much much more useful.
Alright, i thinks no one understand this part lol.
Ling said that im sensitive.
Perhaps true. And i also dont know why.
But i will change ok ^^
I remember jeanette once wrote me a long letter which includes my attitude too.
Ok some may think that my attitude becomes better than last year.
Some may think that my attitude last year is better.
And some may think that my attitude had never improve before.
Alright, i think no one really understands me lol.
Okay except for some ^^
Well, people say conflicts bring th relationship closer.
And i totally disagree. My own opinion luh.
Some conflicts may add up t th hatred O:
But cant be controlled too ~
Alright i just wanna say that i'm gonna change! <: Of course its hard for me t be super hardworking in studies. But i will change my attitude for th sake of myself, family and sists! They are what i'd left ♥
-
Met darling and felin for a small chat just now <: Going town this sat after cca. Maybe . And four persons birthday is coming up. LOL.