I did well for my class test and teacher wrote a good, do you know?
I did my homework more regularly than last year, do you know?
I'm no longer th same as last year, do you know?
Did you even bother t care about my studies now?
No, you don't.
I tried t understand you.
I really tried.
But why can't you just stand in my shoes and think for me once?
Just once will do.
Exam is coming in two weeks time. And i know i can't afford t do badly for this MYE.
Its a chance for me t prove t you.
And i really wanna show you a good result and let you be proud of me once.
Yet these few days seems so stressful and tiring.
I felt like giving up.
I need motivation.
I once told mummy and sist that once my target for MYE is gone,
my aim for studies is gone already too.
This time is my last try, my last chance.
Friends had separated into their own groups too.
Independence. I will learn.
Lose trust in everyone. Lose trust in love.
Whether i still like th someone, or th someone still like me which i think impossible,
it will only bring him unhappiness.
And B told me another thing too~
Yeah, truth hurts mans.
What i wants and what he wants is different.
Like wifey said, perhaps it was already a mistake t start from th beginning.
Although i did made mistakes in th past,
but th pain that person gave me wouldnt be lesser too.
Even H knew about J thing.
And i was too naive last time.
Being fooled yet i dont even know about it.
Utterly disappointed in that relationship.
I ought t stay strong on my own naoz.
And I'll never let my tears fall in front of th person that once made it drop so many times.