Well, i know my parents will never get t see this post. But I'm still gonna post words from th bottom of my heart. <:
Dear dad, although you won't see this, i really have a lot of stuffs t tell you. I know i haven't been a good daughter. All i did was t take money from you, did badly for my studies, disappointing comments from teachers, and things that made you all worried. I'm really sorry for it. I hope you know, I'd never repeated th same mistake after last year. And i never will. That day, was th first time you ever said t me your feelings. That was when i realised how much disappointment and pain i gave you all. I should had listened t you, and transferred t Marsilingsecondary during May last year. Perhaps, things will turns out better between us. Now, all i wish for, is a simple conversation everyday. One sentence will do. I won't ask for much. Dad, if i have th choice t choose who t be my father once more, i will still choose you. I really love you a lot. And i thanked you for everything you'd done for this family. ♥
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Dear mummy, i love you so much. Thanks for your forgiveness of all my mistakes, every lil things you did for me and this family. I'm sorry i made your tears dropped cus of that incident too. But you know it will never happen again right? (: It was you who gave me encouragements when you knew th reason i worked hard for.
It was you who told me not t give up when i didn't reach my target during MYE. It was my laziness that caused my top twenty t fly. But all i hope, is that he really did looked through my results slip, and not just sign it. And mummy, i really meant it when i wrote all those words t you on that card during mothersday. I know I'm not a smart child that shows parents good results everytime. I know I'm not a hardworking child that helps mummy with all th house chores at home. Although I showed you attitude, throw my temper, come home late during school days, hate you all inside when i'm angry or upset, i know there must be a reason why god made me as your child. ♥
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Sometimes, i wish i was still that lil kid which only knows how t play,laugh, cry, scream, shout. Remember when i was in primary one and two, dad never fails t brings us out for dinner every Sundays. At that time, it was just a normal meal t me. But now, even if it's only once a month, i will be very very very happy. Remember there was once a birthday celebration for me and couzzie at aunt's place when i was young. I can't remember how much i enjoyed, or how happy i was. But that day was th only family picture we took, i guess? I haven't seen any other family pictures around. That was when i'm 5 or 6 years old? It had been so many years already. And my birthday is in less than a month. I don't need a big big party, or a expensive presents. I just wants th whole family t sit together and have a normal meal. That's enough. (:
& lastly, i love baby ttm :) ♥♥♥