Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush.
There's this guy that i knew him at stadium on 3April last year. He's a nice guy. And i remember we used t chat on msn till very late. Then, we went for our first movie with another two. That movie, brought us feelings. And six days after i knew him, we got together. On th same date with another pair too. Th four of us used t spend a lot of time together, almost after school everyday. He treats me very differently from how my ex treated me. He would give in t me every time, thus we had never quarrel before. There was once when i left my book with him, and i went t th library with my friends, forgetting about all th homework i had inside. I contacted him and told him t get it for me. He told me it's not necessary t do it. But i insisted. And he eventually went back t school t take my book, and came t library just t pass it t me. What i didn't know was that, he fell down on th way and he told my friend not t let me know. When i text him about it, he said that he ran all th way because he doesn't want me t say him slow. My heart melted after seeing that message. But because of someone i knew before him, my attitude towards love changed totally. I never express out my feelings, my love. And that's why, I treated him very coldly. I gave him attitudes. But i really did loved him.
On 4May, i don't know what got over me that day. Mixed feelings and emotions. And we broke up. I always knew that th way i treated him and th way i asked him for break is too much. But i know that without me, he will be happier. We made a promise after break. I doubt he still remember it. We never talked much after that day. Not even text, or msn. But i still didn't get over him totally. Whenever i pass by that shop, i will enter and look at th same design of ring he bought for me. When I'm on my way home, i will stop by that place at my block where he passed th ring t me. And th staircase where we used t sit and talk. Where he always argue with me that he doesn't wanna go home. When i went t th library months after life without him, i sat at th same place and memories flashed through my mind. Two months later we separated, he got himself a new girlfriend. And of course, i didn't totally tangled myself in th past. I know he doesn't remember all these anymore. Not even th date we got together. But 09 always meant a lot t me. He made me understand a lot. And most importantly, i decided t change my attitude towards love after a long time. I know i ought t do it long before. But i have no chance t regret it, and i won't. Like people said, there must be a reason why he didn't make it t my future. And someday at this year, we finally chatted. He told me that he threw away th returned ring after keeping it for one month plus. I smiled at that sentence, because at least he did keep it. Now, i got my own relationship. And i no longer keep myself in th past. I no longer think of him when i walked through th places we went before.Those memories, are just memories. 09, meant nothing t me anymore. I just hope that he would find his true love someday. And we will be friends, always. :)
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Supposed t have bbq today. But Shuling didn't attend, so i stayed at home whole day. In th end, ck called me say they cnt have bbq -.- but i bet they must have enjoyed a lot. Even Derick went! >:
Having another gathering next Saturday t celebrate Shuling's birthday in advance! ^^
You wait for my present okay! I bet you will love it a lot! :/ It's definitely full of my love, i promise (:
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