Hi people! I'm feeling much more better now! :)
Seriously damn glad that friends around are so caring!
Bestfriend called me during work to ensure that im okay. Some friends text me after seeing my twitter, some accompanied me for running, some ask me in msn even though we isnt really close etc. THANKS ALOT! ♥
Compared to some others, my situation isnt really that bad actually. Yeah i thought through a lot these few days and nights. Had h2h talk with sist all these. It really helps. At first i was really depressed that i cried a lot and i doesnt speak much. I only speak to, my mickey. Haha. Silly much. And i was thinking that fuck december for causing so many people to be sad. But life still have to goes on. I thought in another way, and i think everything has a solution to it. I found mine :)
& no matter how things sucks, i'll never give up on my relationship. :)


After a month plus, i finally started on my hols homework. Kinda proud of myself that i completed one of it :) HAH. I promised mummy, sister and baby that im gonna work hard next year! Since its a promise, its a promise. ;)


& i miss my dearest boy so muchh naoz :( !!!!!!!