I feel like blogging all of a sudden, and i think i'd lost many readers. :( All come back kk, and help me click on my nuffnang too! LOL.

Frankly speaking, 2011 isn't a good year for me. Sec 3 life is kinda hard. But still, i have a motivation to keep me going. And im on my first step towards my promise. Lessons made my day most of the time, and i get to learnt better now. I know this year's gonna be so much different from last year, in terms of everything. But i believe, this is a new start for my future. :)
In terms of rs, I thought too much ever since december started. I was paranoid all the times. Till yesterday, i found the most important answer to my question. Contented enough. Have you ever tried hugging a person so tightly because you're afraid that you wouldn't have the chance anymore? I did. And my tears drop on his shirt without him noticing. But yea, thats too silly. After a chat with my assbrother, i switched my thinking from negative to positive. And i think that i should be a understanding gf. Because i need this person in my future. As long two hearts are attached together, everything will have a way out.
And in terms of family, i think things are quite fine now. Im going home straight after completing my homework in school most of the days etc. And mom is quite happy with my behaviour nowadays. It's time to learnt how to depend on myself. And i hope after the house thing is solve, we will be stable and happy.
Quite surprising that my mindset changed so much? Sometimes i cant believe who i am either. But it's someone who let me grew up. And i believed i dont need to mention who too. :)