I'm very fuck up. Things just won't goes right for me. Yknow, it's hard to reach someone's expectations. And sometimes even when you'd tried, but because you failed, the person won't see your effort still. Saddened, when it's your closest one. Totally depressed last night. Like i don't know what's wrong at times, but i know it must be my fault and i have to make changes.
People say pictures are the best memories. But the best memories is inside my heart, the one that made me strong. And future is what keep me going. Not just me myself, but a future for two.
Seriously i have my thoughts at times. I do disagree with some things too. But when you know pointing out your views will only lead to quarrel, no one will do so isn't it? I always believe two person that have different personality can still be in love forever. And i still do believe now. Note, i added a forever. Which i never ONCE believed in it before. I changed my thinking a lot in this few hours. "Take me as i am, or watch me as i go."
I will just be a new me.