Gave school a miss today.

Okay i seriously can't believe i was so tired that i off my alarm and went back to sleep -_-

Luckily today is Thursday, which i hate most.

But missed lessons, and i rlly needa catch up tomorrow.

So fuckin' bored at home for the whole day.

Checking phone every few mins.
K la this is very stupid bcus i'm very clear that the name i wanna see most wont appear.
So yah.

Thinking thinking and thinking.

Don't like it.

Everyone had a past.

Mine was basically like any others, there's both beautiful and unpleasant ones.

Yeah, i did let go. I just think about it at times.

I rly rly see a very big difference in myself. Since 09.

Maybe that's love. Hah.

Sometimes some self thinking is necessary.

I have many flaws and imperfections.

And b'cus of this, i'm always afraid of not being good enough.

This is what no one will ever get to understand in me.

Lose once, lose twice, lose thrice.

That was immature puppy love in 09.

Never again.

"Without you, nothing feels as good. It's like i'm missing some happy part of me. "